When my ex and I used the board, he had all the power, and often had to read the board for me because it moved too fast to understand. I was the only person alive who knew that word before he spelled it out in slow motion during our very first conversation in 2003. In fact, most of you will remember that Alex knew a secret word I’d written on a piece of paper and hidden in a desk for a friend who wanted to test if it was really him. I first reached out to him on the Ouija board because I had two internet friends from two totally different cities who had already spoken to him, so I knew it was absolutely possible. I want to believe he’s done trying to ruin me in this lifetime, but…… what if he isn’t?Īnd listen, Alex is someone that a lot of people have had encounters with, actually, so I wasn’t necessarily surprised to hear that someone else felt connected to him. I know I am as powerful as he is, but I gave him so much access to the inner workings of my brain. I know that most of what he does is just illusions, but he is masterful at them.
In a neutral area? I’d really rather not. I’ve only ever seen him in semi-controlled environments at my beach house for the last ten years. There isn’t a large enough word for the blank terror I feel at the idea of his presence. The idea that he could get to me… just typing the words makes my eyes well up with tears. What if he isn’t? What if he’s still out there, twisting shadows and smoke into people’s brains? I worry that he’s still out in the world somehow, and they’re all lying to me about him being locked up somewhere, bound from doing any more harm. I read an article today that a celebrity said that “Alex” was one of her spirit guides, and it upset me so much more than I expected it to.
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